Me, Myself and I

I have a lot of things to jot in here but it surely will make my entry long enough that even myself would skip reading it again. Haha, sometimes I wonder why I wrote things in my blog for. Lantaklah, terasa macam nak tulih, tulih je la kan. Ok ok, I’ll write my story as simple as possible.

Extended my raya hols at kampungku tersayang, Manek Urai for another one week. Went back to Jerantut on raya eve, spent the first day of raya there, then headed towards Manek Urai, Kelate the same day. At Jerantut, upon arrival, mencucuk satay, tried to do ketupat palas but in the end surrendered coz couldnt figure out how to twist and turn the ketupat. Tak menjadik! So, I joined the mencucuk satay team. Heheh, raya morning, after solat raya, visits my aunts’ and uncles’ around Jerantut and by noon, we headed to Kelate. Since we arrived M.U nearly dawn, only a few were home coz the others went to beraya at my uncle’s house so suasana raya tu kureng skit dh. The next 2 days, went beraya di seluruh Kelate yang amat sesak itu. Tuesday evening, my family went back but I wanted to extend my hols in my kampung, teman nenekku tercinta yg mesti kebosanan itu. Hehe, so, what I did the next 6 days?
1. Supposedly my mum asked to to tuition my cousin for her STPM, but later found out that nothing I can teach her about coz she took - Sastera, P. Seni, Sejarah and i forgot the other one. hehe.
2. Watched TV a lot. Hoho, since kat rumahku tadek astro, layan la astro kat kampung pun.
3. Masak2 - kek batik, jemput2, akok berlauk dll : lauk harian.
4. Jadi akak jual air - followed my aunt to her canteen at a secondary school nearby to lend some hand and became akak jual air. "Kak, nok air so!" Some even asked for 5 or more, and they actually came during the class hours. I helped after the recess period ended though. Haih, bebudak ni, siap ade yg beli sambil menyorok coz takut cikgu marah.
5. Play with the cats and kitten. Hoho, tu pun nak tulih.

Ape tah lagi dah lupe, nak list out kan. So on Monday night, went on the train from Kuala Krai station, sent off by Ayah Chik, Che Chik, Anum and Abg Mat. The train was delayed for one hour. Actually kinda excited to board the train coz that was my first train trip from Kelate alone. I cant remember the last time I went on the train to Kelate, maybe 14 years ago with my mum. Hoho, well, macamla tak penah naik train lain kan. ERL, LRT, Komuter sme tu tapi lain la naik KTMB yang sebenar ini. Hehe. Lame plak tu kan. 12 hours! Huh, tak penat sgt sbb amik yg tempat tido punya. Lucky gak coz bley dapat this one, siap kat bwh punya lagi since ramai gile orang nak balik ke KL atau pantai barat nih hari nih. Siap ade yg naik secara haram,tade ticket. Pelik lak org KTMB tak marah plak ke org2 ni. Diorg memenuhi ruang2 antara coach2 tuh. Semak lak rasenye. Heh. Lantak lah. Dah selamat sampey.. :).

Final exam’s over! Hurm… kinda sad lah with the performance. Tadi
punya, Power Electronics.. Huwaa.. I wanna cry. Banyak gila salah! Oh I
dunno lah how my result will be. Takot takot. Macam semua paper pon
teruk je. Sayang betul, that paper was very easy, but still I couldnt
answer them very well. Salah yg amat byk. Satu soalan je pon yg boleh
nk konfiden sikit tapi yang part lagi satu tu, suh cakap camne flyback
converter buleh derive from buck-boost converter tuh, macam tak btul je
buat. Tapi I got the idea, but not like the ones in the lecture notes,
tak prasan lak yg tu. Huhuh, tu lah padan muke study last minute! Takot plak kang kene supplementary paper. Huhu, anyways I’m ready for the supp paper before the exam starts lagi. Sayang nya soklan rectifier tu, nak derive Vo ngn Vrms tu boleh plak salah integral. Haih… hampehnye saye… Huhu, dah dah bende dah lepas! Di kesempatan ini, saya ingin mengucapkan kalian Selamat Menyambut Lebaran. Di sini saya sertakan kad electronic buatan saya sendiri yang amat ringkas dengan penuh ikhlas. Heh, nak testing pakai Adobe Illustrator tapi tak reti sgt lah ngn function2 dia.Huhu, well, I’ll explore them later (haha, bile tah tu?).  So in the end it turned out to be very simple. I still cant find how to put the background color, that’s why it’s white. But it looks nice though. Simple and nice. Sophisticated pon ade gak. Hoho, macam kad raye. Okeh, I need to pack my stuff!

Raya less than a week? Huh, I have no feelings for this. Busy worrying about exams. Forgot to go and try my baju raya. Ceh, I was at home for 4 days before but I forgot to go to Yvonne. Haih haih, okay nevermind, have to continue studying now. These 2 remaining subjects are driving me crazy. I’m so scared.

Some people..they are insensitive about certain things. I don’t understand some people. They might be very bright and intelligent in academics but that doesn’t mean that they are actually intelligent in other field. All I wanna say is, we are not your MAIDs to do all the house chores. Please be cooperative. I dont wanna write about other people in my blog, but it has gone overboard. I think some people they never realize what they did actually pissed off other people, or maybe they did, but they are ignorant. I dont want to say bad things, but if the person happen to read this (which I dont know how many silent readers I have), please please realize that, we cant stand u being ignorant anymore. I dont want to cause any discomfort or lose a friend just of small matters. Please be sensitive. Everyone wants to study too okay. Wish me luck for my exams.

I had my first car accident yesterday. Not my fault. Was on the way back after my exam, which was kinda sux. I studied for chapter 5 all night which the lecturer said there’ll be 2 Qs out of it.  In the end tak reti pon nak jawab soklan tuh! The equations wasnt in the notes pon. Well, last minute study utk chpter 2 tak sempat lak nak refer textbook. Dahla just finished the lecture on that chapter last week! Pastu lak, soklan chapter lain, macam byk sgt lupe jadiknye.. waa… Polarization tuh… Rugi tak tgk betul2 balik b4 xm.. My own simple notes dh ilang plak time tu.. Boley plak lupa time exm… Tadi tgh kemas2 notes sbb nak balik study kat umah baru la terjumpa dicelah2 nota lain! Cis, kalau rujuk yg tu pon takpe, boleh la sikit.. Soklan satu je la boleh confident pon tu pun kalau kire betul ah..Tp macam tak gak kot sbb satu soklan tu cam tak cukup info, nak cari density tapi tk bg atomic mass..apekah.. Syikin ade jumpe Dr Ong lepas exam sbb nak kena pegi Angkasa utk presentation experiment dia tu, Dr Ong pon tak perasan yg dia suruh cari density, dia igtkan dia suh cari n(dah lupe dh name dia ape wat mase ini), so, harap2 ape yg aku dh wat tu mencukupi la.. 4 markah pon penting tu! Tapi yg lain macam hampeh! Eh, blog kali ini mcm tulis terus terang yg amat.. heh.. takpe lah.. Humph.. What a bad day.

Accident plak lepas tu. Malas lak nak tulis pasal ni, but seriously not my fault. I was walking straight and this girl nak masuk simpang. Dia kata "I already looked left, but I see no cars". Laa.. bihtu camne lak aku leh muncul kat depan tu. Magic ke.. Skang dah kemek dah pintu driver, kemek kat tengah2 pintu driver, so not my fault lah coz I was already on the road, dah tengah2 simpang dah but she went into the road and hit me. Masa nak lalu jalan tu, dh nmpk dh dr jarak 100 meter kot ada chains of cars masuk kat jalan tu, so I slowed down lah, and after I reached kat simpang tu, supposedly kereta yg nak masuk ke simpang tu kena lah stop to give way for me kan, since it’s MY road. Tapi bile kat depan tu, I saw dari sisi ku, macam kereta tu menghampiri keretaku, macam terkejut gile pehal lak kete ni nak masuk tak nmpk2 ke aku kat atas jalan ni.. Pastu dah mengelak la ke kiri sikit sbb takut kena langgar and I wanna give her time to stop her car, since SUPPOSEDLY with the position I was, she could see me already and can break her car. Malangnye dia jalan jugak, I was like eh eh dia ni taknak berenti ke, lepas tu daboomm..heh over lak sound effect tapi kemek lah kereta ku.. I was in disbelieve.. Kena langgar ke.. apekah yg berlaku.. dahla tgh kecewa exam.. UUU… Pastu seperti biasa orang2 yg kena langgar keta, keluar consult2 cakap2 apesal. I wasnt that angry, coz I dont have that much voice coz of the coughing2, and I said la, I was driving real slow, and supposedly it wasnt my fault. She said la yg dia tak nmpk kereta tu. I said I saw a taxi going into the road, mcm ade 3 kereta kut time tu before dia. Pastu dia kata la ada 2 taxi, pastu she followed Camry, she said "The Camry stopped, I also stopped, I looked left, but I see no cars, and after the Camry moves, I looked left again and I see no car" Well I think I used to have the same xperience there la, mmg tak nmpk kereta kadang2 maybe coz of the signboard kat situ, nak dijadikan cerita masa dia tgk tu I was in the middle of the signboard, so she think she saw nothing. Well, what to do, dh nk jadik. Tapi ade bengang sikit la ngn ini amoi. Dia tamo buat report. Actually masa tu I let her go coz she’s having exam at 2.30 pm (the event happend around 12.00 pm kut). And it was a rainy day, I was also tired, so I said lah settle after ur exam lh, g wat report sme kan, tapi dia I dont knowlah dia nak lari ke mmg sibuk ke, taknak lak g wat report tu. Huhu, I only have her number. Oh one more stupid thing I did was during that hoax, with me so blur and still in disbelieve, I forgot to take her plate number! Camne lak leh lupe. Tergezuts amat kut. First experience ma xcident yg lain dr ape yg penah ku alami. Takpelah, dia dah byr RM150 td(cukup kee?). I dont know, will know it tomorrow coz I’ll go to the workshop tomorrow. BTW, the event occurred inside the campus. I did the report myself, in case anything happen. And actually masa nak buat report tu org Security tanya la ape no plate kete lagi satu, and I said lah lupe nk tgk, pastu plak abg security sorg ni dh nmpk xcident tu tadi, and since I went to the security office masa amoi tu exam, abg murugesu kot name dia lupe dah, heh ajak suh cari kete tu satu kampus. haha, lawak plak.. So meround lah kami seluruh MMU mencari kereta tapi tak jumpe, adekah aku yg salah recognize kereta ke ape? Coz we found a few cars yg mcm serupe, tapi tgk2 ade yasin la dalam kete, pastu ade doa naik kenderaan la.. which actually shows that the owner is a Muslim, but the girl who hit me is a Chinese. Hehe, in the end tarak jumpe. Sib baik amoi tu dh byr duit hari ni. But one thing la yg tak best coz dia nak byr 150 cmtu je, kalau lebih cmne? Takpe lahh… Esok la lepas jumpa itu uncle, tanya2..

Ada 2 paper lagi utk disettle kan. Dahla dua2 subjek yg for me, susah amat. UUUU… Yang macam senang tak bleh wat gk exam, ape jadik kalau yg susah ini? Wah.. die ar die ar.. Wish me luck plis.. Last week takbleh nk study sgt sbb kurang sihat, indeed still tak sihat sangat lagi nih.. Uwaaa cepat la jd normal balik.. Okeh back 2 studying. I have one week to study 2 more subjects.. Chaiyokk!