Me, Myself and I

     Batuk2.. I don’t like! especially it’s fasting month now, and exam’s just around the corner. Imagine u cant drink or eat strepsils or whatever source that can relief ur throat during the day. Huhu.. Anyways I just drink a lot of water(which I always do) and had my ubat batuk during the night. Didnt have time to go to the shops to buy strepsils coz boleh makan pon malam je and by the time malam malas lak nk g kedai runcit.

     At first I had gatal2 on my left hand last Thursday, before going for iftar. Later during the night, I found some rashes on my both hands up to my arms, and legs up to the knees. Huu.. and it’s so itchy. I let myself be in the gatal2 stage for 2 days, coz I thought I had alergies with anything la which I cant recall what I ate in the morning, but I guess I ate makanan biasa2 je.. and gatal2 start pun before buka puasa which I ate popiah and waffles later. So cannot blame those foods I had during iftar lah. On Saturday, after I got back home to PJ, went to the clinic, and this young doctor at klinic wu dan tanglim which I kinda doubt what he diagnosed me with - measles(apekahhhh benar?)!! He said ni tanda2 macam demam campak - gatal2 and rashes dulu, baru demam. And yea, I got my fever that Saturday morning. Dia tanya ada sakit otot ke,mata ke ape ke before this - maybe takut denggue kot..but I got the demam after the rashes. I was a bit shocked la.. aiya.. sudah mau exam sabtu depan, demam campak ke. Tapikan, the time I met him that day, my rashes dah berkurangan, dan hanya gatal di tangan dan kaki sahaja, macam hand and foot disease without the mouth. haha, gatal siott.. and I had the batuk2 till today… uuu..not that gatal already…just kadang2 je.. And the rashes all gone, so I bet this doctor misdiagnosed me lah ni! Or maybe I had a mild measles (got meh such thing?) since it didnt spread throughout the body. So i dont know what I had last week, but this coughing2 seriously tak besh. U see, everytime I tried to take a deep breath, I felt like there’s some big thing stuck inside my lung. Suffocated big time!  Macam asthma pon ada but I dont know how asthma attack is like. Never experienced that before, oh I had once during one of my surgeries for which I was unconscious due to the general anesthatic - the docs told me later. So, I have asthma lah actually. Takotnyee.. I hope that’s the one n only. Kahak dia pon pelik, not like what I’ve always had b4. No colour, got bubbles2 like that, dan amat sukar utk dikeluarkan.. habis keringat utk mengeluarkannye.. Uuu.. so docs out there who happen to read this.. please help me. Hehe, or maybe I’ll go to the doc in MMU when my ubat batuk finishes. As for now, I need to study muddy paddy howdie dowdie.

***Nak g library!! Tp dgn batuk2 ini, ditakuti akan mengganggu ketenteraman orang lain serta akan menyukarkan cubaanku utk mengeluarkan kahak yg amat payah ini.. Akan tetapi duduk di rumah amatlaa byk dugaannye.. haih.. GAMBATE!

    Ramadhan kembali lagi. I feel grateful coz I can still experience this Ramadhan. Life’s short right, who knows we can still be here in the next Ramadhan. I’ve always had the same feelings every year since I was a teenager, oh well I’m no longer a teenager now! heheh. Last friday, after sahur, since most of my housemates ‘cuti’, I was the only one lah sahur, so I stayed in front of the TV, watching Al-Kuliyyah, hehe, I havent watch it for so long, and bulan puasa kadang2 terasa muhasabah diri amat2. And the title was about Nazak. Kinda creepy, 5 in the morning, dengar ceramah macam tu, and since there was a recent death of one MMU student who died coz of neuro complication on the first day of Ramadhan. She was all fine and suddenly she woke up one morning, couldnt see anything and the doc suspected there was a blood clog in her brain, and she died few days later, Al-Fatihah to her. I felt so scared, for which will I be able to tempis godaan syaitan ketika menghadapi sakaratul maut, and I felt that my amalan tidak mencukupi utk menghadapi itu semua. Huhu. But I guess during Ramadhan, syaitan dah kena ikat, so tah terlepas lah godaan syaitan waktu tu kut, tah la I’m not that sure about this, kena tanya orang yg lagi tahu, dah lupa actually tp yg ingat2 lupa, kematian di bulan Ramadhan tu baik. After I got back home, my mom told me that one of my relatives, kembali ke Rahmatullah juga, and my dad was already in Kelantan so he visited her, Al-Fatihah to her too. Allah lebih menyayangi mereka. She was my arwah uncle’s mother in law and I remembered I met her the last time I went back to Kelantan. Its just so sad coz that seems the last time I met her rupanya and I was talking2 to her that day. Takziah for both family.

I read Utusan online this morning, and read about saman trafik yg belum dijelaskan. Hehe, so I checked lah my car’s summon through sms (POLIS SAMAN ABC1234(no kete or ic) hantar ke DAPAT/32728), so far, I’m still a pemandu berhemah di jalan raya, no summons for my duration of driving that car, but there’s 4 tertunggak, which werent mine of course, the latest one was last year in October, but it was in Gua Musang! Bila masa la pulak I would drive elsewhere than Selangor. Hehe, so I guess that must be sape2 la uncle yg pinjam kete tu bawak balik Kelate, masa raya kot time tu. Sape yeh yg pinjam time tu? huhu, cant remember though. The other 3, was in 2002 and 2003! Hoho, for sure not mine coz I’m still in school, lesen pon tak amik lg hehe. The 3s are in Kemaman and Kuantan. Hehe, well I think I know who, orang yg penah keje kat Kemaman sape tah kan. Wah, come to think of it all of them are in Pantai Timur yah. I guess Pantai Timur have lotsa hidden camera. I still dont have the guts to drive over there, coz the roads are a bit scary for me. Hehe, well haveta wait few more years for me to drive there. Well actually I’m not that berhemah, huhu, I have sins for terlanggar kereta orang and all of them are in parking lots! argh.. I hit somebody’s car again last week. Ingatkan nak buat record bersih sem ni tak langgar, but dikotori juga rekod itu, mesti nak ade kisah setiap sem. Langgar tu mesti tang reverse, and anyways kes yg kerap ialah kereta tu tak sepatutnye parking kat situ, tak perasan plak kewujudan kete kat belakang tu coz it’s suppose to be kosong tp ade gak la org nk melepakkan kete kat situ (my fault coz tak peka and the other ppl’s fault coz its not a parking lot). But last week punya kes ialah since someone else parked at my lot, I need to park at other people’s lot sekejap during lunch, so haih, dah biasa reverse senget sikit nak keluar sekali terlanggar kerete kat sebelah kiri tu pulak. Huhu, my fault lah kali ni!

Anyways since tajuk pasal baju raya, the truth is I havent buat baju raya yet! Uhuhu, the thoughts I have in mind which I already met that tailor and dah hantar kain buat baju raya was actually cerita tahun lepas! Huhu.. Boley pulak tak igt. Igtkan this week takmo balik umah coz byk assignments and lab report nak wat (yet I’m still writing a blog entry.. hehe), tp Mak call plak tgh hari semalam suruh balik b4 diorg nak balik kampung ade kenduri, g jumpe tailor tu jap wat baju ngn dia. Mak marah kate awak ni tak igt langsung pasal baju raye. hehe, seriously lupe coz igt dah buat kan. I thought nak buat baju kurung biasa2 je tapi since dah nak dekat puasa dah mesti takde org nak amik wat baju, so terpaksa la wat ngn tailor ni gak, since tak ramai kot org nak order baju raya ngn dia sbb dia chinese kot, dan tak clash ngn CNY so dia terima lagi la. Dia pon bukannye reti nak wat baju kurung, so tempah la baju yg bukan baju kurung berpesak. Hoho, memandangkan baju pon pesen2, saye perlu kuruskan badan!! Selalu berangan nak kuruskan bdn tp tak berjaye jek..Haha, so chaiyokk!!

My 2nd elder sister, Kak Nin got engaged kast Saturday! Finally.. hehe, she’s like a year younger than Kak Chah which already got married 4 years ago. The pics are available at my sisters’ fotopages, for which I’m so lazy to upload myself since it’s already been uploaded by the sisters. Well Kak Nin havent update hers yet at this moment but she will. So the event went well eventho quite tiring coz we did the cookings at home. Gotong royong semua. Penat. After event pon penat jgk la, coz we need to simpan all those pinggan mangkuk gelas whatsoever, when everyone gone back already. Thank god they helped with the dishes so takde lah byk sgt kerja for us to do for the whole event. I did tolong for the dishes kejap2 tp biasala tukar2 shif kan. Some of our relatives from Mak’s side came the day before to help us with the preparation. Then, gabungan tenaga relatives from Mak and Ayah’s side, helped with the cookings. After event, my kaki sakit oredi! Next, wedding on December! Haha, bersedia for gotong royong seterusnye, tapi this time pakai catering sikit plus masak sendiri jugak kot, macm Kak Chah’s I guess. Yea, musti mau include masakan Kelantan kami, team memasak yang dibawa khas dari Kelantan. Tapikan time kenduri kawin tu mesti dah midterm! Huwaa.. this time round pon ada midterm gak on Monday tuh! Plus presentation. Nasib baik everything went well, and the midterm pon, erm so so la.. not that very cemerlang but I can do a bit la.. These two weeks I’ll be very busy with the assignments pulak! Next week dah nak puasa!! Huh, final exam time puasa lah pulak…. Eh, eh come to think of it, baju raya dah buat ke belum eh? Lupe pulak, makin tua ni makin tak kisah lak pasal baju raya.. apekah…I saw a lot of kain yang tak dijahit lagi didalam almariku.. hurm.. ke ade yg dah jahit eh.. aaaa lupe sudah..