Sleepless Night
At last I managed to finish my assignment on that weird semiconductor nanoparticle thingy. Haih, had a sleepless night yesterday and now I suffer some pain at my back and my heart(?). I dunno, I felt some main somewhere near my heart now. In the end, I still dont understand clearly that thing eventhough I did that assignment. Huhuh, but then improve a bit lah my knowledge coz now I know la STM tu utk ape and whatsoever, malas nk tulis, such a boring thing. That thing is due tomorrow, so this morning after the sleepless night yesterday I wanted to see the lecturer but he’s not in the office so decided to email him to ask when he’s free. Sekali father in law dia came for a visit lak so he wouldnt be in the office. Cey, jarang tau I wanna meet lecturers at their office to ask things. Haha, then email je la dia tnye coz I was still having a lot of doubts on that thingy biarpun esok je nk kena hantar. Buat assignment pon half hearted je, and I was always in denial when I was doing it, nnti main game la pulak, semalam pn sbb tensi sgt buat quizzes kat tickle nye website la.. haha. Tapi still I havent found the things I wanted to put in the report, the micrograph of those semiconductors for each characterization. Mana nak carikkkk.. tak jumpa la.. ada but then a bit and tah la. Sebab tak paham sgt jadik cam tatau yg tu betul ke sbb dia dh melalui ape process dah, dah doped ape laaa… tak paham.. Haha, tulis blog pasal menda alah yg membosankan ni sekarang coz my mind is still pasal benda nih. Telinga nih pon tak hilang2 lagi bisingnyer ni so mmg laa lagi tensi. Lagi2 kalau bertambah stress ke ape ke lg kuat la bunyi kat dalam telinga nih! Haritu pegi jumpa doc, dia still mcm wat tatau je bila ckp pasal tinnitus nih. Haiihh… apasal dia ckp mcm tu jekk. But then I felt a bit guilty la coz he’s sooo busy tp nk gk suh dia yg wat checkup. Come to think of it, I havent wrote about my ear sgt lately coz actually I dont wanna be sad about it anymore, and yes I did manage to reduce the sadness of that and what I do always is to ignore the sound and just concentrate to listen to those things I need to listen. APekah bunyi itu masih lagi menjadi misteri! Lama dah ni, since my last sem’s final exam, and now it’s already mid term of the next sem. Bilalah dia nk stop nih..
