Human Beings
Humans, the older they get, the more sensitive they’ll be. What I fear most is to have the traits I wish not to have later in my life. If I do, I just hope I can control them wisely. The characters might not appear now, but people will change from time to time. Sometimes we don’t realize what we did or say would hurt each other. I just love these people, but I just don’t know what should I do. I was in shock too. I felt guilty now. Maybe that’s the best thing for the time being.
Currently, I’m still clueless of what semiconductor nanoparticles is. Even though I read quite a number of journals whatsoever, I still don’t quite understand what that is. Something to do with Chemistry thingy which I don’t like! Huhu, no interest so it’s hard to say la eh.They have CdSe, ZnS bla bla, like whatever..! Even looking at those letters would freak me out. Honestly, I don’t really like Chemistry. Hehe. The characterization; STM, SEM, AFM whatever.. I already searched for them, but I don’t know how to extract the things coz it’s too..complicated. I don’t know what to do. Haih, haih.. Do we need to just mention this characterization is for what, or explain the methods for this particle, this one, that one.. Haih, I feel so stupid coz I find it hard for me to understand all those reading materials coz the journals are so much in details since the writers are those experts in material sciences, while this is my first, one and only subject(I hope so) for material sciences, and the lecturer asked us to do such weird research. Huhu, btw he said we should know all these, despite of what we learn in class. It’s not even in the lecture notes, and he said these things are still in research so there’s not much book on it, so we need to read the journals lah.. Aiyaa.. pening kepala sudah..
August 8th, 2007 at 11:06 pm
saya dah cakap kat uzen dahhh
haiyyoo..why laa..maybe after after dis ok kot..:-)