Me, Myself and I

I’m loving the fireworks! So pretty! If this thing is a yearly event, later when I’m older and of course still alive, I wanna buy an SLR camera, take such nice picture of them! I love the lovely love of Japan’s Team, but their performance was a bit boring coz they did the same shape for quite a long time. At first I was mesmerized by the Italy’s love which I saw it from afar last week, somewhere near Cyberjaya but yesterday we went nearer and it was all worth it! Well, we did not lah buy the tickets and watch it on the PICC but after watching it again yesterday, we so feel like wanna buy the tickets but it must have been sold out by this time. Ha, if they have it again next time, I’m going to buy the tickets for the grand finale if it’s still in the range of that RM36 for the one without fine dining. Couldnt afford the one with fine dining though, unless someone wants to take me for a very cool dinner. Heheh.. I took a 17 minutes video with my lousy camera of the Japan’s Team and I’ll try to upload them later.. We only watched the performance of two teams since the event started coz we werent that aware of the first show, and the second one of Australia, we were a bit busy so we didnt manage to watch it. And those global team, we didnt watch them at all. Huhu, nevermind hope they’ll made it an annual event. My comment for Italy and Japan- Italy have such a nice and variety of performance but compared to Japan, Japan’s performed such very nice shapes, more colours, with the shape of saturn, stars, and more love2. Somehow like what I said, Japan’s was a bit boring. Did took a video for Italy but lasted for only 3 minutes coz my camera was out of battery. I need SLR lah like this! hehe..

" What I’ve Done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done "

What have I done! Okay, I gotta know this one guy and found out he’s a mat rempit! And he’s just 18. I treated him like a younger bro lah kan and actually we only met once tak sampai 5 mins pon and we just got to know each other like yesterday by smsing. I dont know but this kid is just too fast and suddenly by the end of the day he started to change my name in his phone number as "chenta"? I was like suke hati ko lah asalkan ko bahagia but I think I bagi muka sgt layan baik2 je. I cant even remember how he looks like. Hehe. He just broke up like a week ago and I think budak ni tgh sedih kot so layan je la dia sms tp biasa2 jek kot. Sekali over la pulak siap adinda kekanda (??). Dah la mat rempit, di ulangi mat rempit yg merempit tanpa lesen pastu 18 pon tak masuk lagi! Duh! Duit gaji habis kat moto jek. Uhu.. What have I done! I just hope dia buat lawak jek. Heh.. Anyways, he asked me to kejut him at 10 am today but I guess I have to pretend like I forgot coz better not to layan him that much! I’ll be busy with my lab so I have excuses lah. Hoho. Have to slowly melarikan diri coz it’ll be so obvious. Tahla at first I thought he’s just someone younger nak cari kawan baru but then, haih mana la nak tau dia tu rempit, dan melebih sgt pulak. Adoih.. Bukannye nak diskriminasi rempit. Tp kalau rempit pon kawan biasa2 je tak kisah ar. Ni tak kenal sgt, dan sgt baru kenal. Dahla he stayed in PJ gak. Oh my, like I balik every weekend and he asked when I’ll be back to PJ, terpaksa la kelentong lg 2 minggu, tp nnti lepas 2 minggu tu kena ar cakap ade hal yg sgt penting pulak. Ehehehe..

Went out with my old old friend which I havent met for 3 years ++ yesterday, well the last time we met was after school lah of course! Nellysha, she was in town for few months for summer hols and some practical few weeks before going back to Russia. Supposedly we wanted to meet last week but then something came up so we postponed it to yesterday.

And so we watched Rush Hour 3, a very hilarious movie. There’s a lot of funny scenes plus all the stunts lah. Recommended lah. I kinda forgot the first 2 Rush Hour, so wiki balik, and I only remembered the second one, with Zhang Ziyi being the bad girl. The first one lupa dah. Lawak la this story, there’s one scene between Carter and the ppl at the Kung Fu class something like that. "Who are you" "I am Yu." "You are me??" and apetah panjang dan laju dia ckp pasal you me bla bla and then he asked this another guy, "And you, who are you?" "I am Mi." Huhu, I kinda forgot the exact lines la but something like that la.. Macam tah hape2 je tp I think I’ve came across this kind of lawak. Taktau la if tertuka dengan lawak lain. Okla, then after the movie g jalan2 shopping la sedikit sebanyak. Hoho, before movie tu g makan kat Italiannies. Hua hua takde keje nk gak merasa makan kat situ. Tak pasal2 seret Nelly sekali tapi she dont mind so OK la! Memang superb sedap!  And the food is a lot for a serving. So kalau nak jimat order satu share dua org pon ok. Dia punya quote pon "So Good, So Many, So Share" huhu. They first served 2 slices bread yg suam2 each, dipped with olive oil which is soo sedap. And we ordered Fettuccine ape tah, I think Carbonara kot, tak igt exact name dia, sedap la, ada byk daging and another one fried Calamari. Sedap gila fried Calamari dia, especially sos tu, made of tomatoes sedap giler. So wanna come to eat here again but with family la. Tak mampu la nk makan sendiri. Semalam tu gatal je nk merasa. Hue hue. I think Italiannies ni under TGI Friday’s coz that time we couldnt finish the Fettuccine so asked them to pack and the plastic bag they gave was Friday’s punya. So wat conclusion sendiri la kan dia under Friday’s. Hehe. Balik rumah lambat jugak la around 11 pm baru sampai. Heheh. Coz teman Nelly nak cari kasut tapi tak jumpa gak, and I did buy a baju and something else.

Hari ni, ikut my sisters to Kak Nin’s friend’s wedding at Selayang. Saje je ikut eventho takde kenal sgt pon, semua org kat sana way older than me. Heheh, ye lah batch 28 29 je semua, tp kenal la kawan Kak Nin tu coz she’s her schoolmate and unimate. Sekejap je pon then balik tgk Ratatouille dengan Arif till tertido. Huhu. Semalam igt nak tgk either Ratatouille or Rush Hour tp Nelly dah janji ngn adik dia nk tgk Ratatouille. Balik rumah tgk2 Abe dah beli VCD cetak rompak la kan. Hehe. Arif pulak tgh gila ngn Ratatouille siap ngn magazine dia lagi so decided to watch it with him lah. Bukannye tgk sgt bdk tu, tgk sikit2 pastu ckp "Che Cu… nk Thomas". Dia nak main game Thomas kat komputer, unfortunately tadi internet problem sikit so, sorry la Arif. Heheh. Lepas tu jek before mommy dia nak balik baru sibuk nk tgk citer tu. Haih, Budak kecik..budak kecik.. Hehe..I think Arif dah better than before coz I enjoyed la playing with him skarang. Kalau dulu tu rasa mcm malas nak layan je coz dia pun selalu wat tatau je bila org panggil. Sekarang ok sikit la kot. Ape yang mengagumkan ialah dia sudah pandai main game kat komputer by himself! Haha, dulu malas nak layan asyik nak kena main game utk dia je tapi last week, Abe ajar dia guna mouse, dulu adelah I asked him to play by himself tp dia tak reti sgt nk tekan mouse tu. Tersiksa je tgk dia pegang mouse tu, dahla tangan kecik, mouse plak besar! Tapi bila dia dah reti, my goodness, dari pagi sampai petang duk depan komputer jek!! Kesian plak tgk dia pegang mouse tu, terbengkok2 tangan. Tapi cute! Haha, then Kak nin ada mouse yg kecik so kitorg tuka la baru la ok sikit tgn dia. Habisla dah pandai main game kat komputer dah besar lagi tatau la, lagi kerap la kot bdk ni duk dpn komputer. Last week satu hari dia conquer PC kat rumah ni, semua orang takbley nak pakai komputer. Haha. Arif..arif..

At last I managed to finish my assignment on that weird semiconductor nanoparticle thingy. Haih, had a sleepless night yesterday and now I suffer some pain at my back and my heart(?). I dunno, I felt some main somewhere near my heart now. In the end, I still dont understand clearly that thing eventhough I did that assignment. Huhuh, but then improve a bit lah my knowledge coz now I know la STM tu utk ape and whatsoever, malas nk tulis, such a boring thing. That thing is due tomorrow, so this morning after the sleepless night yesterday I wanted to see the lecturer but he’s not in the office so decided to email him to ask when he’s free. Sekali father in law dia came for a visit lak so he wouldnt be in the office. Cey, jarang tau I wanna meet lecturers at their office to ask things. Haha, then email je la dia tnye coz I was still having a lot of doubts on that thingy biarpun esok je nk kena hantar. Buat assignment pon half hearted je, and I was always in denial when I was doing it, nnti main game la pulak, semalam pn sbb tensi sgt buat quizzes kat tickle nye website la.. haha. Tapi still I havent found the things I wanted to put in the report, the micrograph of those semiconductors for each characterization. Mana nak carikkkk.. tak jumpa la.. ada but then a bit and tah la. Sebab tak paham sgt jadik cam tatau yg tu betul ke sbb dia dh melalui ape process dah, dah doped ape laaa… tak paham.. Haha, tulis blog pasal menda alah yg membosankan ni sekarang coz my mind is still pasal benda nih. Telinga nih pon tak hilang2 lagi bisingnyer ni so mmg laa lagi tensi. Lagi2 kalau bertambah stress ke ape ke lg kuat la bunyi kat dalam telinga nih! Haritu pegi jumpa doc, dia still mcm wat tatau je bila ckp pasal tinnitus nih. Haiihh… apasal dia ckp mcm tu jekk. But then I felt a bit guilty la coz he’s sooo busy tp nk gk suh dia yg wat checkup. Come to think of it, I havent wrote about my ear sgt lately coz actually I dont wanna be sad about it anymore, and  yes I did manage to reduce the sadness of that and what I do always is to ignore the sound and just concentrate to listen to those things I need to listen. APekah bunyi itu masih lagi menjadi misteri! Lama dah ni, since my last sem’s final exam, and now it’s already mid term of the next sem. Bilalah dia nk stop nih..

Humans, the older they get, the more sensitive they’ll be. What I fear most is to have the traits I wish not to have later in my life. If I do, I just hope I can control them wisely. The characters might not appear now, but people will change from time to time. Sometimes we don’t realize what we did or say would hurt each other. I just love these people, but I just don’t know what should I do. I was in shock too. I felt guilty now. Maybe that’s the best thing for the time being.

Currently, I’m still clueless of what semiconductor nanoparticles is. Even though I read quite a number of journals whatsoever, I still don’t quite understand what that is. Something to do with Chemistry thingy which I don’t like! Huhu, no interest so it’s hard to say la eh.They have CdSe, ZnS bla bla, like whatever..! Even looking at those letters would freak me out. Honestly, I don’t really like Chemistry. Hehe. The characterization; STM, SEM, AFM whatever.. I already searched for them, but I don’t know how to extract the things coz it’s too..complicated. I don’t know what to do. Haih, haih.. Do we need to just mention this characterization is for what, or explain the methods for this particle, this one, that one.. Haih, I feel so stupid coz I find it hard for me to understand all those reading materials coz the journals are so much in details since the writers are those experts in material sciences, while this is my first, one and only subject(I hope so) for material sciences, and the lecturer asked us to do such weird research. Huhu, btw he said we should know all these, despite of what we learn in class. It’s not even in the lecture notes, and he said these things are still in research so there’s not much book on it, so we need to read the journals lah.. Aiyaa.. pening kepala sudah..

      Hari Isnin lepas tiba2 teringin nak makan satay, so ajak la Syikin gi Taman Warisan kat Putrajaya makan Satay Kajang. Heheh, sekali sampai sana, nampak ada khemah2 orang jual buah-buahan tempatan. Tempting gila ok, lagi2 nampak ada durian (0_o). So cakap kat Syikin lepas makan kita round kat area buah ni, tak byk pun tp boleh la tahan. Makan satay kajang Hj. Shamuri, confirm la sedap, pastu plak lama dah tak sampai Taman Warisan tu, teruja la sikit. Lepas perut kami kenyang diisi satay kajang, kami pun turun la kat khemah tu. Ada lah kami beli durian 2 bijik. Hoho, sebiji sorg. Pastu manggis pulak 2 kilo. Pesta buah2an tempatan btul. Durian tu sedap lemak berkrim, kami pilih yg baek punya, tapi sekali satu jek yang semuanya ok, lagi satu tu ada buruk skit,pakcik tu tipu kami mentang2 la dah malam, tak nmpk sgt, pastu kami ni nampak cam tak reti sgt je beli durian, heheh.. Tp takpa, pueh hati gak ar sebab sedap, sikit je yang buruk tuh. Manggis makan keesokan harinye sebab kami puasa Selasa tuh(sebab tu ar g melantak satay & durian..heheh).. Memula tu risau gak nak bawak balik durian, sebab kat rumah tu kitorg dua org je yg makan. Haha, sib baik ada geng nak makan durian kat rumah tu, kalau tak mmg tak makan la aku kat Cyber ni. Anyways ni kali ke3 dah pun makan durian, heheh, Syikin je tak makan lagi coz dia tak balik lg umah dia nun di Kelate. Mak dia simpan dh pun kat dia tapi sebab nak makan nye pasal takpa la. Eh, Syikin dah makan la, aritu bawak pulut durian g sini, dia makan jgk ar. Haha, tak kisah la, oh ha, dia kata lain skit makan durian sebijik ngn pulut durian. Hehe, ape2 hal pun kami berdua puas hati hari tu. Pastu abang kat kedai manggis tu kata 4 & 5 Ogos ni ada pesta makan2 kat Taman Warisan tu, bayar RM5 boleh makan apa sahaja kat situ. Haha, tak dapek la, sebab kami semua dah start cuti Midterm, so semua akan pulang ke kampung halaman masing2, lgpun I have some event this Saturday so takpo lah.

      Oh ya, ada lagi kisah kelakar dengan orang kat stesen minyak. Malam tu jugak nak isi minyak kat Shell Precint 8, igt nak g byr kat kaunter, sekali mamat ni (tak dpt dikenalpasti Bangladeshi atau Myanmar) kata byr kat dia. Okeh tarak hal, so I opened the tangki and tunggu mamat ni datang bagi resit, baru la nak isi sendiri la kan, kata layan diri, tapi dia ni punya baik nak tulun isikan dan yg kelakarnya, tau dia cakap apa dgn ada slang skit, "Boleh tolong saya?", dengan muka penuh ikhlas dan menghulurkan tangannya penuh sopan santun. Haha, I was like, ha? buat muke blur sebab tak paham. Hehe, tapi lepas my ‘ha’ dia cakap la balik dgn betul nya. ^_^ v