Me, Myself and I

Back for now. It’s study week (towards the end already :S) and next week is the exam week!

Last week was my bday. Thanks to all my friends who wished me, and the small party the next day, which was actually at 12 am. Hehe, and also thanks to my family especially Kak Chah for the treat at Kampachi, Equitorial KL. I missed that place eventho the menu didnt change much.

Well, I thought I dont want to write anything these few weeks due to the tight schedule of me to cover all my studies and do pass year questions but something came up and it disturbed me a lot! Of course, it’s my ear problem! I dont wanna write much but I just felt like meluahkan all those feelings somewhere. My friend said that everytime exam week’s coming, I would always have that ear problem. I guess that’s because of the stress maybe?

But this one, the current one is the 2nd worst after the 1st worst of which I lost my hearing a year++ a go right before my exam.

Right now, there are sounds, some noisy sounds going on in my problemed ear. Such a noisy sound, it’s like the noise u hear at the runway of the airport. And sometimes, there are sounds that sounds like inside the aircraft, when the seat belt alert is on. It’s sooo disturbing and some more, it’s study week! I want to study. Sometimes I just tell myself not to bother that sound and just continue studying, and I did that all the time but still, it does bothers me a lot. It’s been going for 2 days now and I dont know how long will it take till it stops. U see, all this while that particular ear has always been so quite, and now it produces noisy sounds inside! I just hope I can get rid of the sounds by closing my ear but the problem is that the sound is inside the ear. Everytime I move especially when my head’s down, the sound would be greater. I wonder if it has something to do with the liquid inside the cochlear. Well, I don’t know. I dont wanna think of it that much and I just hope the sound’ll be gone soon.