Me, Myself and I

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I have a lot of things to jot in here but it surely will make my entry long enough that even myself would skip reading it again. Haha, sometimes I wonder why I wrote things in my blog for. Lantaklah, terasa macam nak tulih, tulih je la kan. Ok ok, I’ll write my story as simple as possible.

Extended my raya hols at kampungku tersayang, Manek Urai for another one week. Went back to Jerantut on raya eve, spent the first day of raya there, then headed towards Manek Urai, Kelate the same day. At Jerantut, upon arrival, mencucuk satay, tried to do ketupat palas but in the end surrendered coz couldnt figure out how to twist and turn the ketupat. Tak menjadik! So, I joined the mencucuk satay team. Heheh, raya morning, after solat raya, visits my aunts’ and uncles’ around Jerantut and by noon, we headed to Kelate. Since we arrived M.U nearly dawn, only a few were home coz the others went to beraya at my uncle’s house so suasana raya tu kureng skit dh. The next 2 days, went beraya di seluruh Kelate yang amat sesak itu. Tuesday evening, my family went back but I wanted to extend my hols in my kampung, teman nenekku tercinta yg mesti kebosanan itu. Hehe, so, what I did the next 6 days?
1. Supposedly my mum asked to to tuition my cousin for her STPM, but later found out that nothing I can teach her about coz she took - Sastera, P. Seni, Sejarah and i forgot the other one. hehe.
2. Watched TV a lot. Hoho, since kat rumahku tadek astro, layan la astro kat kampung pun.
3. Masak2 - kek batik, jemput2, akok berlauk dll : lauk harian.
4. Jadi akak jual air - followed my aunt to her canteen at a secondary school nearby to lend some hand and became akak jual air. "Kak, nok air so!" Some even asked for 5 or more, and they actually came during the class hours. I helped after the recess period ended though. Haih, bebudak ni, siap ade yg beli sambil menyorok coz takut cikgu marah.
5. Play with the cats and kitten. Hoho, tu pun nak tulih.

Ape tah lagi dah lupe, nak list out kan. So on Monday night, went on the train from Kuala Krai station, sent off by Ayah Chik, Che Chik, Anum and Abg Mat. The train was delayed for one hour. Actually kinda excited to board the train coz that was my first train trip from Kelate alone. I cant remember the last time I went on the train to Kelate, maybe 14 years ago with my mum. Hoho, well, macamla tak penah naik train lain kan. ERL, LRT, Komuter sme tu tapi lain la naik KTMB yang sebenar ini. Hehe. Lame plak tu kan. 12 hours! Huh, tak penat sgt sbb amik yg tempat tido punya. Lucky gak coz bley dapat this one, siap kat bwh punya lagi since ramai gile orang nak balik ke KL atau pantai barat nih hari nih. Siap ade yg naik secara haram,tade ticket. Pelik lak org KTMB tak marah plak ke org2 ni. Diorg memenuhi ruang2 antara coach2 tuh. Semak lak rasenye. Heh. Lantak lah. Dah selamat sampey.. :).

Final exam’s over! Hurm… kinda sad lah with the performance. Tadi
punya, Power Electronics.. Huwaa.. I wanna cry. Banyak gila salah! Oh I
dunno lah how my result will be. Takot takot. Macam semua paper pon
teruk je. Sayang betul, that paper was very easy, but still I couldnt
answer them very well. Salah yg amat byk. Satu soalan je pon yg boleh
nk konfiden sikit tapi yang part lagi satu tu, suh cakap camne flyback
converter buleh derive from buck-boost converter tuh, macam tak btul je
buat. Tapi I got the idea, but not like the ones in the lecture notes,
tak prasan lak yg tu. Huhuh, tu lah padan muke study last minute! Takot plak kang kene supplementary paper. Huhu, anyways I’m ready for the supp paper before the exam starts lagi. Sayang nya soklan rectifier tu, nak derive Vo ngn Vrms tu boleh plak salah integral. Haih… hampehnye saye… Huhu, dah dah bende dah lepas! Di kesempatan ini, saya ingin mengucapkan kalian Selamat Menyambut Lebaran. Di sini saya sertakan kad electronic buatan saya sendiri yang amat ringkas dengan penuh ikhlas. Heh, nak testing pakai Adobe Illustrator tapi tak reti sgt lah ngn function2 dia.Huhu, well, I’ll explore them later (haha, bile tah tu?).  So in the end it turned out to be very simple. I still cant find how to put the background color, that’s why it’s white. But it looks nice though. Simple and nice. Sophisticated pon ade gak. Hoho, macam kad raye. Okeh, I need to pack my stuff!

Raya less than a week? Huh, I have no feelings for this. Busy worrying about exams. Forgot to go and try my baju raya. Ceh, I was at home for 4 days before but I forgot to go to Yvonne. Haih haih, okay nevermind, have to continue studying now. These 2 remaining subjects are driving me crazy. I’m so scared.

Some people..they are insensitive about certain things. I don’t understand some people. They might be very bright and intelligent in academics but that doesn’t mean that they are actually intelligent in other field. All I wanna say is, we are not your MAIDs to do all the house chores. Please be cooperative. I dont wanna write about other people in my blog, but it has gone overboard. I think some people they never realize what they did actually pissed off other people, or maybe they did, but they are ignorant. I dont want to say bad things, but if the person happen to read this (which I dont know how many silent readers I have), please please realize that, we cant stand u being ignorant anymore. I dont want to cause any discomfort or lose a friend just of small matters. Please be sensitive. Everyone wants to study too okay. Wish me luck for my exams.

I had my first car accident yesterday. Not my fault. Was on the way back after my exam, which was kinda sux. I studied for chapter 5 all night which the lecturer said there’ll be 2 Qs out of it.  In the end tak reti pon nak jawab soklan tuh! The equations wasnt in the notes pon. Well, last minute study utk chpter 2 tak sempat lak nak refer textbook. Dahla just finished the lecture on that chapter last week! Pastu lak, soklan chapter lain, macam byk sgt lupe jadiknye.. waa… Polarization tuh… Rugi tak tgk betul2 balik b4 xm.. My own simple notes dh ilang plak time tu.. Boley plak lupa time exm… Tadi tgh kemas2 notes sbb nak balik study kat umah baru la terjumpa dicelah2 nota lain! Cis, kalau rujuk yg tu pon takpe, boleh la sikit.. Soklan satu je la boleh confident pon tu pun kalau kire betul ah..Tp macam tak gak kot sbb satu soklan tu cam tak cukup info, nak cari density tapi tk bg atomic mass..apekah.. Syikin ade jumpe Dr Ong lepas exam sbb nak kena pegi Angkasa utk presentation experiment dia tu, Dr Ong pon tak perasan yg dia suruh cari density, dia igtkan dia suh cari n(dah lupe dh name dia ape wat mase ini), so, harap2 ape yg aku dh wat tu mencukupi la.. 4 markah pon penting tu! Tapi yg lain macam hampeh! Eh, blog kali ini mcm tulis terus terang yg amat.. heh.. takpe lah.. Humph.. What a bad day.

Accident plak lepas tu. Malas lak nak tulis pasal ni, but seriously not my fault. I was walking straight and this girl nak masuk simpang. Dia kata "I already looked left, but I see no cars". Laa.. bihtu camne lak aku leh muncul kat depan tu. Magic ke.. Skang dah kemek dah pintu driver, kemek kat tengah2 pintu driver, so not my fault lah coz I was already on the road, dah tengah2 simpang dah but she went into the road and hit me. Masa nak lalu jalan tu, dh nmpk dh dr jarak 100 meter kot ada chains of cars masuk kat jalan tu, so I slowed down lah, and after I reached kat simpang tu, supposedly kereta yg nak masuk ke simpang tu kena lah stop to give way for me kan, since it’s MY road. Tapi bile kat depan tu, I saw dari sisi ku, macam kereta tu menghampiri keretaku, macam terkejut gile pehal lak kete ni nak masuk tak nmpk2 ke aku kat atas jalan ni.. Pastu dah mengelak la ke kiri sikit sbb takut kena langgar and I wanna give her time to stop her car, since SUPPOSEDLY with the position I was, she could see me already and can break her car. Malangnye dia jalan jugak, I was like eh eh dia ni taknak berenti ke, lepas tu daboomm..heh over lak sound effect tapi kemek lah kereta ku.. I was in disbelieve.. Kena langgar ke.. apekah yg berlaku.. dahla tgh kecewa exam.. UUU… Pastu seperti biasa orang2 yg kena langgar keta, keluar consult2 cakap2 apesal. I wasnt that angry, coz I dont have that much voice coz of the coughing2, and I said la, I was driving real slow, and supposedly it wasnt my fault. She said la yg dia tak nmpk kereta tu. I said I saw a taxi going into the road, mcm ade 3 kereta kut time tu before dia. Pastu dia kata la ada 2 taxi, pastu she followed Camry, she said "The Camry stopped, I also stopped, I looked left, but I see no cars, and after the Camry moves, I looked left again and I see no car" Well I think I used to have the same xperience there la, mmg tak nmpk kereta kadang2 maybe coz of the signboard kat situ, nak dijadikan cerita masa dia tgk tu I was in the middle of the signboard, so she think she saw nothing. Well, what to do, dh nk jadik. Tapi ade bengang sikit la ngn ini amoi. Dia tamo buat report. Actually masa tu I let her go coz she’s having exam at 2.30 pm (the event happend around 12.00 pm kut). And it was a rainy day, I was also tired, so I said lah settle after ur exam lh, g wat report sme kan, tapi dia I dont knowlah dia nak lari ke mmg sibuk ke, taknak lak g wat report tu. Huhu, I only have her number. Oh one more stupid thing I did was during that hoax, with me so blur and still in disbelieve, I forgot to take her plate number! Camne lak leh lupe. Tergezuts amat kut. First experience ma xcident yg lain dr ape yg penah ku alami. Takpelah, dia dah byr RM150 td(cukup kee?). I dont know, will know it tomorrow coz I’ll go to the workshop tomorrow. BTW, the event occurred inside the campus. I did the report myself, in case anything happen. And actually masa nak buat report tu org Security tanya la ape no plate kete lagi satu, and I said lah lupe nk tgk, pastu plak abg security sorg ni dh nmpk xcident tu tadi, and since I went to the security office masa amoi tu exam, abg murugesu kot name dia lupe dah, heh ajak suh cari kete tu satu kampus. haha, lawak plak.. So meround lah kami seluruh MMU mencari kereta tapi tak jumpe, adekah aku yg salah recognize kereta ke ape? Coz we found a few cars yg mcm serupe, tapi tgk2 ade yasin la dalam kete, pastu ade doa naik kenderaan la.. which actually shows that the owner is a Muslim, but the girl who hit me is a Chinese. Hehe, in the end tarak jumpe. Sib baik amoi tu dh byr duit hari ni. But one thing la yg tak best coz dia nak byr 150 cmtu je, kalau lebih cmne? Takpe lahh… Esok la lepas jumpa itu uncle, tanya2..

Ada 2 paper lagi utk disettle kan. Dahla dua2 subjek yg for me, susah amat. UUUU… Yang macam senang tak bleh wat gk exam, ape jadik kalau yg susah ini? Wah.. die ar die ar.. Wish me luck plis.. Last week takbleh nk study sgt sbb kurang sihat, indeed still tak sihat sangat lagi nih.. Uwaaa cepat la jd normal balik.. Okeh back 2 studying. I have one week to study 2 more subjects.. Chaiyokk!

     Batuk2.. I don’t like! especially it’s fasting month now, and exam’s just around the corner. Imagine u cant drink or eat strepsils or whatever source that can relief ur throat during the day. Huhu.. Anyways I just drink a lot of water(which I always do) and had my ubat batuk during the night. Didnt have time to go to the shops to buy strepsils coz boleh makan pon malam je and by the time malam malas lak nk g kedai runcit.

     At first I had gatal2 on my left hand last Thursday, before going for iftar. Later during the night, I found some rashes on my both hands up to my arms, and legs up to the knees. Huu.. and it’s so itchy. I let myself be in the gatal2 stage for 2 days, coz I thought I had alergies with anything la which I cant recall what I ate in the morning, but I guess I ate makanan biasa2 je.. and gatal2 start pun before buka puasa which I ate popiah and waffles later. So cannot blame those foods I had during iftar lah. On Saturday, after I got back home to PJ, went to the clinic, and this young doctor at klinic wu dan tanglim which I kinda doubt what he diagnosed me with - measles(apekahhhh benar?)!! He said ni tanda2 macam demam campak - gatal2 and rashes dulu, baru demam. And yea, I got my fever that Saturday morning. Dia tanya ada sakit otot ke,mata ke ape ke before this - maybe takut denggue kot..but I got the demam after the rashes. I was a bit shocked la.. aiya.. sudah mau exam sabtu depan, demam campak ke. Tapikan, the time I met him that day, my rashes dah berkurangan, dan hanya gatal di tangan dan kaki sahaja, macam hand and foot disease without the mouth. haha, gatal siott.. and I had the batuk2 till today… uuu..not that gatal already…just kadang2 je.. And the rashes all gone, so I bet this doctor misdiagnosed me lah ni! Or maybe I had a mild measles (got meh such thing?) since it didnt spread throughout the body. So i dont know what I had last week, but this coughing2 seriously tak besh. U see, everytime I tried to take a deep breath, I felt like there’s some big thing stuck inside my lung. Suffocated big time!  Macam asthma pon ada but I dont know how asthma attack is like. Never experienced that before, oh I had once during one of my surgeries for which I was unconscious due to the general anesthatic - the docs told me later. So, I have asthma lah actually. Takotnyee.. I hope that’s the one n only. Kahak dia pon pelik, not like what I’ve always had b4. No colour, got bubbles2 like that, dan amat sukar utk dikeluarkan.. habis keringat utk mengeluarkannye.. Uuu.. so docs out there who happen to read this.. please help me. Hehe, or maybe I’ll go to the doc in MMU when my ubat batuk finishes. As for now, I need to study muddy paddy howdie dowdie.

***Nak g library!! Tp dgn batuk2 ini, ditakuti akan mengganggu ketenteraman orang lain serta akan menyukarkan cubaanku utk mengeluarkan kahak yg amat payah ini.. Akan tetapi duduk di rumah amatlaa byk dugaannye.. haih.. GAMBATE!

    Ramadhan kembali lagi. I feel grateful coz I can still experience this Ramadhan. Life’s short right, who knows we can still be here in the next Ramadhan. I’ve always had the same feelings every year since I was a teenager, oh well I’m no longer a teenager now! heheh. Last friday, after sahur, since most of my housemates ‘cuti’, I was the only one lah sahur, so I stayed in front of the TV, watching Al-Kuliyyah, hehe, I havent watch it for so long, and bulan puasa kadang2 terasa muhasabah diri amat2. And the title was about Nazak. Kinda creepy, 5 in the morning, dengar ceramah macam tu, and since there was a recent death of one MMU student who died coz of neuro complication on the first day of Ramadhan. She was all fine and suddenly she woke up one morning, couldnt see anything and the doc suspected there was a blood clog in her brain, and she died few days later, Al-Fatihah to her. I felt so scared, for which will I be able to tempis godaan syaitan ketika menghadapi sakaratul maut, and I felt that my amalan tidak mencukupi utk menghadapi itu semua. Huhu. But I guess during Ramadhan, syaitan dah kena ikat, so tah terlepas lah godaan syaitan waktu tu kut, tah la I’m not that sure about this, kena tanya orang yg lagi tahu, dah lupa actually tp yg ingat2 lupa, kematian di bulan Ramadhan tu baik. After I got back home, my mom told me that one of my relatives, kembali ke Rahmatullah juga, and my dad was already in Kelantan so he visited her, Al-Fatihah to her too. Allah lebih menyayangi mereka. She was my arwah uncle’s mother in law and I remembered I met her the last time I went back to Kelantan. Its just so sad coz that seems the last time I met her rupanya and I was talking2 to her that day. Takziah for both family.

I read Utusan online this morning, and read about saman trafik yg belum dijelaskan. Hehe, so I checked lah my car’s summon through sms (POLIS SAMAN ABC1234(no kete or ic) hantar ke DAPAT/32728), so far, I’m still a pemandu berhemah di jalan raya, no summons for my duration of driving that car, but there’s 4 tertunggak, which werent mine of course, the latest one was last year in October, but it was in Gua Musang! Bila masa la pulak I would drive elsewhere than Selangor. Hehe, so I guess that must be sape2 la uncle yg pinjam kete tu bawak balik Kelate, masa raya kot time tu. Sape yeh yg pinjam time tu? huhu, cant remember though. The other 3, was in 2002 and 2003! Hoho, for sure not mine coz I’m still in school, lesen pon tak amik lg hehe. The 3s are in Kemaman and Kuantan. Hehe, well I think I know who, orang yg penah keje kat Kemaman sape tah kan. Wah, come to think of it all of them are in Pantai Timur yah. I guess Pantai Timur have lotsa hidden camera. I still dont have the guts to drive over there, coz the roads are a bit scary for me. Hehe, well haveta wait few more years for me to drive there. Well actually I’m not that berhemah, huhu, I have sins for terlanggar kereta orang and all of them are in parking lots! argh.. I hit somebody’s car again last week. Ingatkan nak buat record bersih sem ni tak langgar, but dikotori juga rekod itu, mesti nak ade kisah setiap sem. Langgar tu mesti tang reverse, and anyways kes yg kerap ialah kereta tu tak sepatutnye parking kat situ, tak perasan plak kewujudan kete kat belakang tu coz it’s suppose to be kosong tp ade gak la org nk melepakkan kete kat situ (my fault coz tak peka and the other ppl’s fault coz its not a parking lot). But last week punya kes ialah since someone else parked at my lot, I need to park at other people’s lot sekejap during lunch, so haih, dah biasa reverse senget sikit nak keluar sekali terlanggar kerete kat sebelah kiri tu pulak. Huhu, my fault lah kali ni!

Anyways since tajuk pasal baju raya, the truth is I havent buat baju raya yet! Uhuhu, the thoughts I have in mind which I already met that tailor and dah hantar kain buat baju raya was actually cerita tahun lepas! Huhu.. Boley pulak tak igt. Igtkan this week takmo balik umah coz byk assignments and lab report nak wat (yet I’m still writing a blog entry.. hehe), tp Mak call plak tgh hari semalam suruh balik b4 diorg nak balik kampung ade kenduri, g jumpe tailor tu jap wat baju ngn dia. Mak marah kate awak ni tak igt langsung pasal baju raye. hehe, seriously lupe coz igt dah buat kan. I thought nak buat baju kurung biasa2 je tapi since dah nak dekat puasa dah mesti takde org nak amik wat baju, so terpaksa la wat ngn tailor ni gak, since tak ramai kot org nak order baju raya ngn dia sbb dia chinese kot, dan tak clash ngn CNY so dia terima lagi la. Dia pon bukannye reti nak wat baju kurung, so tempah la baju yg bukan baju kurung berpesak. Hoho, memandangkan baju pon pesen2, saye perlu kuruskan badan!! Selalu berangan nak kuruskan bdn tp tak berjaye jek..Haha, so chaiyokk!!